What am I? Ambivert, Introvert, Extrovert?

 Who am I?

I pass the years without knowing who am I.

I grow up without knowing who am I.

Hiding my tears and fears,

emotions and feelings,

scared to lose my precious thoughts,

I was an Introvert.

Trying to be like an ocean,

keeping the storm in my stomach,

it hurt more than ever,

the earth weighed on my shoulders,

everything gave me a shiver.

Added hate in hatred,

love in love struck,

made everything tit for tat

showed my emotions,

was an Extrovert.

Felt incomplete and shallow,

like a chameleon

changing color.

If everything were tit for tat,

what is the essence of me?

Broken trust and high self confidence

made me who I am.

I am there for everyone in need,

I am the warmth in a hug you will ever need,

I am an Ambivert.

I just understood, 

good-bad is different for the rest

At the end you should be truthful to

the heart beating in your chest.

"Knowing what you are,

will help you become whom you want to be."

                                                -rashmi